3 LETTERS AND A LYRIC - 1999 LOVE STORY

Another post coming from my old closet of the past.....3 letters plus one lyric from a song..... all of it were from my ex-lover of 5 years (yeah the one that I posted in my blog earlier..) It was in 1999..yeah the year where game boy was first introduced in Europe and Play Station was still in its prototype stages I guess hehe... yup 1999...where were you at that year??? That year was the year when boy bands rules....and in that year I started my relationship with this person. Well, its all in the past now and I am pretty sure this person might not even remember these materials still exist or worst still not even remember writing it...

I have no other motive to reproduce it but to remind myself that love can come and go but the memories still lingers on...that people can changed and love can deteriorates...only the strong and the lucky ones will be in love forever.... alas that statement in itself can raise eyebrow's and can be debated on various angles and perception.....

Been there done that...and been there again and again...am I a good lover...am I a better lover now or worse...or at least am I a better person and being contented with my life now? ermm...

So here goes........

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To my dearest love................H
From the moment we first met until now
I fell in love with you and it grew
Day to day all the squabble between us
my love keeps on growing stronger
Thought under certain circumstances it's painful inside ........
but Sayang....hatred will only ravage things
I accept you as you are though there are things
where we have our disagreement.......it's just a matter of tolerance
In spite of our indifference's or may it be our wicked bearings
I endure it as our debility as normal as human beings
Sayang.......
I crave to be vigorous as you wish
I endeavour to reach for our captivating peacefulness
Garnished with our tender loving care
Adorned with smiles and kisses and tender touches
......and the glint in both our eyes that reveals the love we have for each other
Sayang...
No promise, no guarantee....my love for you will always gleam
You are the love of my life.....I plea to you
...for I am the real Silly By-stander....longing for the devotion of your love.

Forgive me please.....enlighten me to be strong harmoniously
.... ...for your love is the greatest gift of all
I LOVE YOU ...
the nonsensical bystander... ....
who love you so much
signature R.A.A
9 July 1999

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To "H" my beau........

I will promise you
Yes I promise to love you for all your life
Love you every day and night
I will always be there for you
I'll be in your arms.....I'll be in your heart

I'll love you forever
I promise you
We'll be together, our whole life through
There's nothin' that I wouldn't do
With all of my heart........I promise you

I will take your hand and I'll understand
Share all your hopes and dreams
Show you what love can mean
Whenever life just gets too much for you
I'll be on your side to dry the tears you cry

I will always be in your arms
And you will always be the flame within your heart

There's nothing' in this world I wouldn't do
I promise you

Sayang..... I'm always here and there for you
whenever you need me.....coz I love you so much
There's nothin' in this world I wouldn't do
unless to be estranged from you.

With love
signature R.A.A
The Bystander
23 July 1999

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When two people love each other as much as we do,
no distance is great enough to come between them.
Still I miss you so much when we're apart.
I think of you off and on during the day,
from the time I get up until I fall asleep.
I wonder how are and wish you could be with me.
I find myself smiling each time I remember
special moments we've shared,
thoughtful ways you've shown you care,
and how much fun I have just being with you.

When we're apart, I remember everything
that made me fall in love with you in the first place
and I can't hardly wait till we're together again.
I look forward to your smile, your kiss, your touch,
to being back in the arms of the one person
I love more than anything in the world.

Sayang...........I love you.

5 August 1999

Specially for you my love....Hard....from me....the Silly By Stander

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Sayang....lagu ini untukmu


Haruskah ku ulangi lagi
Kata cintaku padamu
Yakinkan hatimu

Masihkah terlintas di dada
Keraguanmu itu
Susahkan hatimu

Tak akan ada cinta yang lain
Pastikan cintaku hanya untukmu
Pernahkan terbersit olehmu
Akupun takut kehilanganmu....dirimu....
Ingatkah satu bait kenangan
Cerita cinta kinta
Aku cinta padamu

Akankah nanti terulang lagi
Jalinan cinta semu
Dengarlah bisikku
Bukalah mata hatimu

Sayang........dirimu sentiasa di hatiku
setiap waktu

signature R.A.A

Ikhlas dariku

6 August 1999

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Alas... I leave you with 2 good self explanatory words by one Stephen Covey and by Marcus Aurelius for you to ponder....

"People will forgive mistakes, because mistakes are usually of the mind, mistakes of judgment. But people will not easily forgive the mistakes of the heart, the ill intention, the bad motives, the prideful justifying cover up of the first mistake." - Stephen Covey

"It is a shameful thing for the soul to faint whiles the body still perseveres" - Marcus Aurelius

Have a productive week ahead....take care..........